Finally got the laptop back, dropped it off for service on 10/29........ feels like forever. Sometimes I forget what I'm doing or to be exact what I'd like to be doing, I get sidetracked. Then when I return I feel confused, fear kicks in, it seems to couple well with uncertainty.
This stream of consciousness is just a tool to get me back in the habit of writing, to refocus myself. When I don't want to train I do it anyway, just like the myriad of other things that i do because they've become habit....... I think I need a bagel.